There once was a man and woman who lived in a large manor in the northern most parts of New York. They had a little girl, who liked to venture out into the woodlin marsh near their home. The girl was of slight frame and of delicate disposition, her hair was a pale yellow and her eyes were warm amber brown. She was quiet and thoughtful, filled with a burning desire to explore... to discover the hidden beauty... The neighbors said she was a strange child but her family was wealthy enough to allow their children a certain amount of eccentricity. The man and the woman loved their child but often found themselves caught up in the social niceties of high society and the management of their wealth. So the girl would wander far and deep into the wood with out their knowledge, searching for hidden places and secret treasures, returning with mushrooms of amber and mauve, a patch of deep brown moss, a bone from an owl pellet and an odd black stone. She would put them in a box in her room, they were her treasures. It was said that the man and the woman once loved each other and some say they still did for that was how they portrayed themselves to the rest of the world. They would go to parties together hand in hand smiling and laughing at each other's jokes, but at home they were distant and seldom spoke. The man would travel for work and leave for weeks at a time, while the woman spent her time meeting with charity organizations. Their lives continued on and the small things slipped through the cracks. No one noticed, but the girl who never missed anything, who gathered those things of value that others over looked. The morning passes to midday and then the day passes away as dusk creeps into the world. She was tiptoeing along the forest path when she saw the face floating in a clear patch of water. Empty blue eyes stared up from the shallow water, the face was smooth white, though the child's lips were blue-gray, and she new there was no life in this image. But it was beautiful in its stillness and remembrance of life. She gathered flowers and placed them in the water beside the empty vessel, she floated small white flowers on the water surface and watched them drift across the child's face. The child blew tiny bubbles that floated to the surface; his hair was dark and long swirling about his face with the slow movement of the water. The girl tried to tell the man about the child but he said he was busy but that someday he would go with the girl and see it. The girl tried to tell the woman but she said that she did not have time to walk about in the woods. The girl tried to tell the pretty girl who lived down the street but the pretty girl said that she saw not such thing in the water; she said that the girl was lying and making up things. The pretty girl was no longer pretty, she was growing old and the girl thought that she was sad to look upon. In the summer of her 10th year the girl's grandfather who visited every year had come to stay with them. The grandfather showed up and as they often did he took her for a walk in the woods. She showed him all the things she had discovered during the spring, the empty bear's den, the fallen oak tree, and the abandoned beaver's dam and then at last she showed him the child in the pond. The grandfather had been stunned at first but the girl took this to be a good thing. The grandfather then turned to the girl and asked a rather odd question "Do you know that child?" The girl shrugged and said "no. I found him here." He nodded and looked at the child again and then looked at her and smiled. "I had not been sure until now, but now I am quite certain, you have changed. Have you discovered anything else this past year?" She then explained about all the secret passageways she had discovered in her house, and that she had found doors that seemed to lead to nowhere. He only smiled at her and then said "no one has come and talked to you about this?" she shrugged. "They are to busy doing important things, they have not even noticed that my hair has turned black" the girl murmured. "And no one else really comes here to visit me...." The grandfather blinked again and smiled, "well perhaps that it for the best." A year later a young man maybe 18 years old showed up at the house to tutor the girl. He said that he had worked for her grandfather and was tutor her. His name was Darren and he was tall and slim with sunken in cheeks and dark hair. The young man taught the girl about many things including why no one else could see the child that had been in the pond. Playtime was drawing to an end as the sun set, the fading light painted the sky in the memory of a time gone by. When the grandfather died leaving all his possession to the girl, she was startled out of her childhood, she was 14 years old, although most thought she looked nine or ten. It's hard to say what exactly caused the change. Perhaps it was the myriad of people explaining what she now owned, or maybe it was the long lists of things she was now responsible for, the lives that would depend upon her, it could have been the long trip south to Tennessee. But most likely it was the idea that her life was not her own anymore. She had been like the a dragon fly in the reeds, flying about on air currents with out a care, but to see what was around the next river bend, now she felt the weight pulling her down. In the span of a week her little wings which had allowed her to flutter about as a child had grown to twice their size. And she used them to fly away from the responsibility that was being tied to her. She grew taller and stronger and tried to fly higher and higher but no matter how far she flew the weight always brought her back down and back to the manor. To the starttlement of the few that knew her she changed in the span of month from a little wide eyed nine year old to a tall lithe 16 year old and physically the girl hasn't aged since. She remembered arriving at the hotel that she would have to take care of and that Darren had been with her, he handed her an old heavy key and asked to unlock the front door. The key had been impossibly dense in her had and seemed to burn her slightly but she took it and inserted the key. She heard the hotel ask her what her name was, so she spoke it aloud "Deirdre Davenrow", but the key would not turn. Then the young man had turned to her and said softly in her ear, "you must give tell it your real name, the one your grandfather called you." She blinked confused and embarrassed, how had the young man know that her grandfather had called her by a different name? The girl spoke it softly to the door, "Dara." The key turned and the doors swung open and she heard the building say to her " Welcome home." Things change, and the girl named Deirdre, and called Dara by some, found that this weight was more it had been, it was a puzzle, a secret within a mystery within a conundrum, shrouded in a mist and sparkling with life. It was a challenge waiting to be met, a question with a million answers waiting to be found. Including a note her grandfather had left for her, she couldn't remember reading it before and thought it strange that she should find it now, having overlooked it even thought it was right in front of her the entire time. It said "It is not difficult to be alive, nor is it hard to live a long life. What is difficult, is to remember the beauty and happiness in the world and forget the rest, it is even more difficult to share it with others. I give you what remains of my life in hopes that you will turn it into your own, you who were always able to discover beauty and were brave enough to try and share it with those who did not understand what they had over looked." She folded the note carefully and placed it in her pocket and walked down stairs to join the oath circle. The sun was long gone from the sky, but the moon was just beginning its journey across the starry sky. So much to explore, so much to see, so much beauty hiding, waiting to be found.