[[[[[[MONROE'S NOTE: This was the beginning of the legendary Willow/Monroe romance. It should be rated about PG-13. There is a first kiss, and a bit of petting. The poses get a little more racy than the characters. However, this is all the sex logs you will get from us, so enjoy it. ;-) ]]]]]] Willow's Apartment Upon first walking in, the reading window at the opposite end of the living room is the first thing one sees, along with the built in padded bench that's covered in brightly patterned throws and pillows. The walls are white, with wall to wall bookcases, save for the areas covered in all sorts of prints, photographs, and drawings. The floors are a wood paneling and covered here and there in softly muted rugs, with a matching runner in the front hallway. One corner has a computer desk and equipment, while the opposite wall has a modest entertainment center. Her furniture is mainly dark oak and upholstered in a rich wine color - most of the furniture is old, but looks extremely comfortable and welcoming. The dining alcove is off to one side and shares a two-way enterance to the kitchen, and a small side hallway leads to two more doors, presumably the bathroom and bedroom. <> Contents: Willow Obvious exits: Downstairs The living room has been decorated it's holiday best. There's suprisingly no crepe, but candles are lit here and there, with fake spiderweb hanging from walls and ceiling. Food is on the table, a bowl of candy for kids should they ring the doorbell downstairs, some regular nosh stuff, and some rather strange looking things, like peeled grapes, wet noodles, and other odd condiments. Monroe puts his head in, then leans back against the door and pushes it open - his hands are full of a large pot filled with a simply *wonderful* smelling brown sludge, the caramel for his caramel apples. His costume is a natural extension of what he usually wears, with a dark blue cravat, a tall, stiff collar beneath it, his waistcoat done up carefully, the watch-chain dangling in front, his coat unbuttoned and hanging down below his waist in a gentle curve, his trousers dark and buttoned on the side in the antique way, his shoes pointed and small. Atop his head he even wears a battered, broad hat that more or less looks like it's been run over and stomped into the mud about twenty thousand times, and carefully cleaned each time. Despite all this, he looks perfectly comfortable, except for the pot in his hands and the large satchel of apples over his arm. "Hello?" he calls out. "Tricks or treats?" Monroe has also run streaks of grey through his hair, and in the light of the candles, it looks a lot like he's actually wearing one of those Founding Father wigs they talked about. "Treats!" is the enthusiastic reply as Willow steps into view. Perhaps he was hoping for charming, or beautiful, or even sexy - unfortunatly, Willow's gone for silly. She wears a bright purple robe, moth-eaten and appliqued with moons, stars, and astorlogical signs. Belted at the waist with a bit of red rope, and on top of her head she has - you guessed it - a conical wizard's hat, the tip bent over and flopping. She beams. "Come on in." Monroe grins and doesn't look at all disappointed. "We look quite the sterotypes." he says. "Perhaps I should have made my hair stand up and stuffed ten or twelve pencils in my pocket. Will you escort me to your oven?" Willow grins and leads the way to the kitchen. "Mind the eyeballs and the stringed brains." she cautions as you pass the table. "I got us some movies. I couldn't bear the idea of slasher films, so I picked some of what I thought were the best movies of the genre, real horror type stuff. That ok?" Monroe nods. "Certainly." he says with pleasure, and he looks at the 'eyeballs' and chuckles. You notice he didn't bring any movies....of course not. It would have been superfluous. He puts the pot on the stove and with a delicate grace, turns on the heat. "It's only been cooling for the few moments it took me to walk here - the apples are best when they're fresh." Willow peers over. "It looks yummy." she says. "I used to make my mother buy me caramel apples at Carnival every year in Bangor." she purviews the list. "The Excorcist, Young Frankenstein, Devil's Advocate and The Birds...any preferences?" Monroe hms. "I've seen the Exorcist." he says, then confesses. "I laughed at parts of it, I'm afraid. I have no preference and will be content with your choice." He stirs the mixture - with great effort at first, then easier as the caramel re-melts and it goes from wonderful to heavenly. He begins sticking popsicle sticks into apples and offers a stack to Willow. Willow gleefully takes to sticking the apples, almost bouncing like an excited child. "It just smells scrumptious." she says. "Will they take long to cool?' Willow says "Or cool, I should say. Or should they be all dripping and gooey?" Monroe shakes his head and smiles. "There are two schools of thought on that." he says. "According to the watch, it takes but a few short minutes. According to the nostrils, a thousand eternities." He grins. "I can remember making these at Christmastide with my family." He adjusts Willow's oven to a very low temperature and opens the door. "They will be much cooler than the caramel is now - but they do drip." he says with a prideful and anticipatory grin. Willow pushes back at her hat and seems to cheer at the thought. She pauses briefly to disappear downstairs for candy duty, and then returns, expression expectant. Monroe has dipped a few and laid them with a wet-sounding SMACK on the wax paper, where they ooze alarmingly and slowly cool. When one pan is full he takes the first apple, now much cooler, peels it up agonizingly from the pan and offers it to Willow, with a paper towel wrapped around the stem. He then takes one for himself. Willow grins and holds it up. "To a scary All Hallow's!" she declares. Monroe grins. "And a happy All Saints'." he says, biting into it. Despite his usual smoothness, caramel gets all over his mouth, though he catches the major drips with the paper towel. Willow bites into hers, eyes widening at the sweetness of the caramel, and the crisp tartness of the apple. "Oh.." she says, quickly catching the goo on her lip. "This is so -good-!" she laughs, leaning forward a bit as she eats and trying to catch all the drip. Monroe takes the pan from the oven as a knock sounds downstairs. "Let us try it on the children - the true critics." he says with a grin, wiping futilely at his mouth. The children, of course, love it. And their parents, knowing Willow, actually let them take them - no razorblades here. Though Willow herself steals a good few, looking a bit bashful and guilty about it - but doing it anyway. Monroe, as the evening wears on, slows the flood of caramel apples to a trickle, though with perfect timing of course, so that one warm tray comes from the oven just as the next is ready. He leaves a fair number of leftovers for Willow to stick in her fridge and coo over for days to come, and consumes a bit of junk himself. When he eats the 'wrapped' candy that Willow has laid out, he sort of picks through it, eating one piece of each different kind. Some of them he has never tried before. Some he will never try again, obviously. Of course, both get a bit hyper from all the sugar, so for the first part of the movie, they're constantly getting up to check things, pick up the debris, throw away some trash, offering each other drinks from the fridge - but slowly but surely they end up watching the movie. Monroe has an odd sort of way of watching movies. He'll get very absorbed in them and then make some comment about the movie that, while true, has nothing whatsoever to do with what's happening. And it's a little unlike Monroe to feel like he has to fill up silence with *something* but apparently the long space of a movie is too far to go without having a *bit* of conversation. At first he isn't startled by anything that happens on the screen. Then, as the movie progresses, and he starts to actually pick up on the thread, he gets more involved, and, paradoxically, jumps a little easier. Willow seems to make herself exposition girl, things or concepts that may puzzle him she finds herself explaining; even things that as she speaks, she realizes that he probably has figured it well in hand. Finally, as the movie ends (Devil's Advocate, further proof that slowly but surely, Keaneu is learning to act) and the tape winds down, Willow turns to him with a smile. "So which one next?" she asks quietly. She's taken off the hat, but still dons the robe. "Young Frankenstein is pretty funny." she offers. She looks a little nervous, like a cat on a hot tin roof. Scootched together on the couch as they are, she seems uncertain of what to do with yourself before she says softly, "I really like your costume, by the way." Monroe nods. "And I yours." he murmurs. "Please - whichever one you like. I am having a marvelous time." Willow puts in the comedy, and soon, is fairly rollng with laughter. Gene Wilder sems to send her into fits of giggles, and by the time that 'Puttin' On The Ritz' is happening, she's actually leaning against you, trying not to howl and almost weak with laughter, and she's set off again by the Monster's 'Puhin onna iitz!'. Monroe also laughs - the pop culture references fly way over his head, but Willow's own mirth makes him laugh during those parts. He more or less roars with appreciation for the slapstick and the 'low' humor, though he blushes at it too, since Willow's there. "Oh, playing for the penny seats." he chuckles. Willow has, by this time, buried her face in his chest, snickering against him, as if she can't bear to watch anymore for fear of breaking something. Finally she lifts her head away, wiping at tears of laughter and grinning up at him. "It' all so simple, I know - but it always seems to just make me fall over from laughing so hard." Monroe freely lets her put her head there and his arm falls naturally across her back. "Oh, no, look..look, he's got the..." It breaks him up again and he can't reveal what 'he's got'. "Good lord - it makes me wonder how humorous the jokes I *don't* get are!" Willow grins. "It's insane, and terribly Ether, don't you think?" she says, suddenly inspired, and seemingly content to remain leaning against him, without paying a whit of intention. Soon Madeline Kahn's 'Ohh, Sweet Mytewy Uv Wife, At Wast I Found You....' sends her into another fit. And she's actually too drunk on laughter to even blush, considering what Maddy's singing /about/. Monroe nods. "Although I think that *may* me somewhat redundant. Keep it under your hat." he says with a grin and a wink. "Wherever your hat may be." The song sends him off, too, and though his ears still burn, it's hard to tell the blush from the flush of laughter. Willow ends up pressing her forehead to his as she laughs, eyes closed in tight squinch, until finally she opens them and leans back a little. Suprise registers, and she starts to withdraw a little, realizing that personal space has lost power as an issue here. Monroe hangs onto her a little bit, breathing out as the laughs degenerate to chuckles, and peter out into giggles and grins. It's not that personal space has lost power - it's that the power is pushing the opposite way now. Though the movie scrambles dizzily onwards, he just grins at Willow now. "It's certainly not what I expected." he says softly, and it just might not matter what he's referring to. Willow blinks. "Well. Um. Yes. It's very suprising, isn't it?" she manages, the intellectual part of her brain screaming that she's talking about absolute nonesense, and thre rest of her screaming back: SHUT UP! She tilts her head. "So you're not disappointed? You don't look disappointed." Monroe shakes his head. "No, no, how could I be?" he says, grinning from ear to ear, and there's a certainty in his eyes now and a reassuring tone in his voice. Willow looks down. "Well, I'm not exactly the best pick - " Oh, gods. "When it comes to movies, I mean." the brown eyes come back up quickly. Nice save. Whew. Monroe flushes just a bit but doesn't falter. "I have three things to say to that. First, nonsense, and second, I'll be the judge of that, and third, nonsense again." he teases. He draws on her shoulder, just a little, enough to bring them back together for the last scenes of the movie. Willow manages to lean her head against his shoulder as the movie ends, and the credits roll. She doesn't move, either from lack of the desire to get up and change it, or weakness from the laughter that occurred during the movie. Willow mutters something about fallen and can't get up under breath. Monroe laughs a little less loudly at the last scenes and lets her lie there, his arm around her. "Willow, I must confess something to you." he says, and you can tell he's smiling even without looking. "I know I told you I would respect your feelings for Lance, and not cause you any difficulties. I fear I misled you." You can feel him tip his head downwards a little towards her. "My affections are artless, perhaps," he says, "and they may seem fumbling and slow to you. But I could no more stop them than we could stop laughing - and I could conjure up no more desire to stop, either." He puts his warm graceful hand under her chin, brushing it upwards a little to help her look at him, should she choose. "I know this is meant to be terribly dreary and serious, but I can't help smiling when I see you." Willow bites her lip, trying to keep from letting the words fly out of her mouth. "When I was with Lance it was this heady light feeling, like I wasn't tied to this earth anymore." Willow says "When I'm with you, it's more like I know exactly where I am. Lance - his world and my world, they can perhaps contrast, but they can never really compare. I had to learn that, and..." she smiles a little. "I found that I like knowing where I am." Monroe is still smiling. "I know naught of Lance and his world and frankly, looking upon you now I care naught." He's smiling, and his voice comes soft and low, but on your back you can feel his warm hand tremble a little. "If my affections give you pleasure, it is enough for me..." Willow's cheeks have cast themselves scarlet. "So." she says, fumbling a bit. "We..forge ahead?" she suggests, visibly a little scared, but in a delighted way. "I don't mind slow. Slow is good. I really like slow, in fact." she then pauses. "But not too slow." she rectifies. Monroe is nodding in agreement when she rectifies, and he chuckles a little in spite of himself. "No," he murmurs, "not *too* slow." Oddly, as his edginess has increased, his embarassment has decreased, as if by letting compliments to Willow come out he is releasing a pressure that was damned up. And how, on the end of 'not too slow', his other hand reaches down and takes her hand, the hand on her back pulls her forward slightly as he leans down a little. He intends to kiss her, his height giving him just the perfect angle. Yet again, we are presented with the strange duplicity of Willow's mind: The intellectual aspect that is smirking in its satisfaction, and the rest of her (including that lovely lack of anything resembling social savvy) now crying out for help in a bleated panic. This produces a stunned Willow, which of course, leaves her in perfect stillness, the ideal means from which to be kissed. Sometimes warring ego is a good thing. Monroe's kiss is remarkably chaste. At this point, with these two, though, it hardly matters, does it? His lips are warm and easy, and his eyes close slowly. There is only the slightest touch of tongue, the barest hint, like sealing an envelope, or a promise. The credits are over. There is only silent white static now. With her hand in his, the ruffles of his sleeve brush against her fingertips. On her back his large hand splays out a little, covering it broadly. His wiry arms hold her gently. All in all, it's very, very low-key. That might just make it worse, though, or better. Willow still has her eyes closed as he pulls away, and can only say one word as she opens them. "Oh." Very quietly, like she's had some sort of revelation. Willow furrows her brow. "Oh." she manages. "Oh, my." she then blinks, and then suddenly blurts swiftly, "Niles wants you and me and him to go the Gaslight. To talk about you joining the Cabal, and the Chantry." Monroe blinks. He withdraws slightly. "I have heard only the vaguest rumors. I would like to know more. Did he intend that we meet tonight?" Willow shakes her head. "Oh, no. Some other time." she furrows her brow. "It's amazing what you think of when you're being kissed. Your mind freezes on one hand, and on the other you start processing the most bizarre things." Monroe laughs a little. "Yes, yes." he says, and he touches his own brow with a graceful gesture. "I'm afraid I was wholly too overcome to even remember what we were talking about before." He leaves his arm around her. "I've never been in a cabal before, unless you count the Thursday evening poker games at Willoughby's in Yerba Buena." Willow looks sheepish. "I'm sorry. I should have been more a-flutter by it.." she considers. "You should try again." she confirms solemnly. Monroe laughs again, blushing. "I shall." he says, less solemnly, but the kiss is just as serious this time, perhaps even a little more so, his hand on hers, his other hand drifting along her side to reach all the way around her shoulders, a little more traditionally embracing her as they kiss. He is no more adventurous - the kiss coaxes, rather than overwhelms. It doesn't tease, but with his eyes closed and his wiry body up against hers, there is no need to. Monroe finally ends (not breaks) the kiss, and says, as he withdraws slightly. "You should try sometime, too." he murmurs. "You are the first woman I've kissed in over a hundred years and I am not sure I quite know when to start and stop." Willow's spine seems to straighten with that kiss. No random thoughts here. She lets out a breath. "That was um, much more focussed." she manages after a moment, and then blinks. "Stop?" she sounds horrified at the thought. Monroe looks surprised. "No, I mean. Stop. The kiss. Like just now. My timing isn't *always* perfect." Monroe is a bit discombobulated. The kiss must have thrown him for a little of a loop too. Willow blinks. "But I don't want you to." Minds are obviously running on different tracks. Monroe chuckles and blushes again. "This is not at all how I imagined it." he says cheerfully. "Never mind. Suffice to say that you should also make the attempt sometime, and do not fear that you will offend my sensibilities." Willow looks a little daunted by this possibility. Her nose wrinkling in thought, she then nods, and a little nervously, like she's expecting some demon to pop out between them at any moment, places her lips against his. It's incredibly forward, and incredibly frightening for her to take such initiative. Monroe is equally nervous, but responds with the same warmth as before. Although Willow's kiss is perhaps less experienced, it seems to take his breath away *much* more than when he kissed her. He swallows. "Ah...and you see, the world, she still spins." he murmurs reassuringly, exhaling hard. "Whoa." He recovers himself and lets out a small laugh at their continued attachment to each other, but makes no move to pull away. "Does this qualify as a scary All Hallow's?" Willow says honestly, "I'm utterly frightened to death, and I wouldn't want to switch places with anyone." she laughs a little. "I'm so frightened I'm stuck to my spot!" Monroe grins. "And me?" He murmurs. "Trapped in the clutches of a scheming witch, the Yankee clockmaker would plan an escape if only he *wanted* to. There's a story in there somewhere, probably a very bad one." Willow laughs. "I'm a sorceress, not a witch. You sound like a Penny Dreadful." Monroe grins wider. "Yes, a sorceress. Caught by an inexorable spell cast by the evil sorceress with an admittedly silly hat on the night when her powers are at her peak...you see, the longer the sentences the more Dreadful the Penny." He stops teasing and draws her up very close, their faces only scant inches apart. "I hope the desire does not pass with the fear." he murmurs. Willow shakes her head. "I'm a little uncertain what to do. But I could stay curled up like this all night." she relaxes against him, putting her cheek to his chest, head fitting under his chin. "I'm worried about when you meet Niles. I don't want him to reject you because you used to be with the Union." she admits. Woo. Subject change again. Monroe nods. "You are right to worry." he says easily, and he lets her curl up, and change the subject this time. Perhaps he has said all that he has to say on the other subject. "I wonder that even if you and he are fully confident in me, that I will remain a liability, that your group will not be as trusted or respected by others. That would be doubly unfortunate, since I rely so little on the outside assistance of the Tradition and you, Niles and the rest would bear an incommensurable burden for your trust." Willow says gently, "But I know how you feel. We know how you feel. It's as simple as Entropy to prove otherwise." Monroe laughs slightly. "Yes, but even so - it is your reputation I am concerned for, and the assistance it can command. Between rumor and prejudice...well...neither are amenable to reason, nor to proof or disproof, via the Entropy or any other method." He lowers his eyes slightly. "It was a closer thing than I have told you, re-appearing in San Francisco. There was a faction, not large, but vocal, which suggested strongly that I simply be shot." Willow frowns. "That wouldn't do much good, would it?" she considers. "I don't know if the better route would be to tell Niles or not to tell him." Monroe looks a little surprised. "I was going to tell him." he says easily. "He would find out one day anyhow, and it seems unfair not to." Willow nods, unhappy. "He's just so paranoid." Monroe brushes her cheek with the back of his hand. "I don't want to disappoint you - I know you are eager to involve me in the project." he murmurs. "And for my own part, knowing little about the nature of the cabal or the chantry, I cannot have any feeling against it. And I am always willing to fight prejudice and unreason with all the tools at my disposal. But I would not trick you, or Niles, or any man into a stand which they did not want to take. Regardless of what happens, we will have this..." and he touches her lips with a finger, and there is no doubting what he means "...between us and the controversy will not touch the affections I offer, I swear it." Willow smiles and says in a melodramatic voice, "Our is a forbidden love." she's too caught up in the joke of it to see a reason to blush. Monroe snickers himself, also not blushing. "Two households, both alike in dignity, in fair Verona, where we lay our scene, from ancient grudge break to new mutiny, where civil blood makes civil hands unclean." he intones. Willow makes a face. "I never liked Romeo. Always such a whiner." Monroe nods with a grin. "I agree! I always tried to sneak out after Mercutio died." Willow laughs. "Let's see. My favorite play is Midsummer Night's Dream. I always sort of felt sorry for Helena, but my grandfather always insisted that I'm more of a Hermia type." Monroe ponders. "I always loved Henry the Fifth." he says. "Once more into the breach, and all that sort of gallant nonsense. Although I was completely enthralled by 'Julius Caesar' when I saw Edwin Booth's production in Philadelphia. It just reached out to you. But on the printed page it did not have the same draw." Willow grins. "That's so fascinating. How you can talk about it as if it were just yesterday. You know, you'd be priceless to a kid who wanted to know if life was really black and white back then, and why people never smiled in pictures." Monroe laughs. "Because you had to sit so still for so *long*!" he says. "Frozen there as the minutes tick by, not even allowed to blink, or nod off, or fall over. It was torture itself! Thankfully, I only endured it a few times." Willow ahh's. "The truth revealed!" she announces, pleased. "But what about everything being black and white?" Monroe says, quite casually, "Oh, that! Actually, color was an innovation of the Union. It was scheduled to appear in about 1939. There was a secret undertaking that planned to find all of the old paintings and paint over them in color to make it appear as if it had always been there, but there were just too many photographs to do those too." Willow giggles and playfully pokes his stomach. "You're such a bad liar." Monroe grins. "I thank you for your kind compliment." he says teasingly. Willow laughs. "You're very welcome." she considers, and then after a moment's consideration, leans forward and kisses him. Spontaneous kissage from Willow! Well, almost spontaneous, she analyzed first. Really, it's more like she's experimenting. Monroe is surprised - Willow's analysis of course goes about twice as fast as his, though he's not slow. But he's pleased and responds with more vigor than before, just a little more, his hands sliding up her back along the robe to the skin at the base of her neck. His lips are still warm, his hand delivrers a gentle caress to her wrist and upper arm, the cloth of his coat bunching up at the elbows as he crooks it to hold her. Willow parts from that kiss, turning her face to the side. "Practice is good." she manages weakly. "I think I can get used to the whole initiative concept." she sits back and studies him critically, as if worried he's going to explode. Monroe doesn't look like he's going to explode. (Get your mind out of the gutter, Dayna. I mean that in a *nice* way.) He says *very* softly, "As could I." Then in a slightly lighter tone, "I confess it has made me a complete convert to female liberation already." (My filthy mind? I hadn't thought of it, til now. Hmph.) She tilts her head. "Well, I'm not exactly ready to turn into Gloria Steinem, ok? It's still me, here." she taps her chest. "Little Willow." Monroe grins. "Little? No, never." he says. "I cannot name a single quality of yours which I would term 'little' in magnitude. Your beauty, your charm, your wit, your intelligence and humor..." (yes, he said beauty) "...all are so vast that I have yet to find an end to them." Willow blushes, almost too much so to speak. "This is rather frightening. I haven't felt this good since the old days when I used to curl up in a chair with a blanket, a cup of tea, and the Romantics." Monroe murmurs easily, "You only lack the blanket and the tea, I think." Monroe and Willow make out as described. When one particularly torrid kiss ends, Monroe says, "I think that was my most enjoyable All Hallow's ever, and it's shaping up to be my most enjoyable All Saint's." Sure enough, the clock is well past midnight (of course he didn't have to look.) Willow's sort of trying not to have a purely hypocondriac asthma attack from all this heavy breathing. "Mine, too. Of course, my parents didn't let me celebrate Halloween for the longest time." Monroe tilts his head. "For religious reasons, or did they fear its corrupting influence..." He adds mischievously, running his hand along her back, "...that would lead to lascivious behavior on couches in the dark." Willow actually shudders when he does that, and says, "Well, they felt it was inappropriate for me to celebrate a pagan holiday. Then my grandfather told them they were being silly, and that it was all in fun nowadays. Of course, grampa's still a closet Hermetic." Monroe nods. "He sounds like quite a character." he murmurs. "My own family was Presbyterian, though Mexico said all immigrants had to convert to Catholicism to be allowed into California. I suppose I lost touch with organized religion at that time...though there was something so sublime in the wilderness, the unspoiled territory..." He grins and looks away. "I was told by a dear friend never to talk about religion with a woman. We must be too...deep for our own good." Willow smiles. "I don't mind the occaisional theological argument, so long as it stays on the intellectual side. It's stimulating." Monroe nods. "And you stimulate me to undertake the challenge." He flushes. "Intellectually, of course." That she stimulates him physically is no longer in doubt. He even is sweating a little in all the layers of those clothes, tight in the wrong places and loose in the wrong places. Willow eyes him speculatively. "Maybe we should stop...?" she offers tentatively. She doesn't really want to, but he looks terribly uncomfortable. Monroe grins. "Good lord, no." he says fervently. "Though if I may loosen my collar a little. It is no longer Halloween, after all, and there is nobody yet alive who would be surprised by the action." Willow chuckles a little. "Ok." she says, and then reaches over and loosens his collar for him, then withdrawing her hands to her lap. Monroe's collar comes a little loose, and he then adjusts his cravat, pulling it down (the knot is a thick-looking thing) touching Willow's hands gently as they withdraw. "My thanks." he murmurs. Willow grins. "You really need a top hat to go with that." she suddenly realizes, "You could practically be the Mad Hatter!" Monroe tilts his head, smiling, not understanding for a moment, then laughs, "Oh! Alice! Yes, I suppose I might be. I might fit in better with the rest of the Etherians if I were, as well!" Willow grins. "Of course, we're in a strange story where Alice ends up kissing the Mad Hatter on a couch down the rabbit hole, and the Cheshire Cat remains on guard downstairs." Monroe grins. "Hotep is not at all a grin without a cat. He was quite the reverse when I last saw him, in fact." He pauses, then asks curiously, "Did he just...adopt you? I'm curious as to how others have acquired their familiars." Willow ah's. "Well, he sort of came with the store. I think he was a spirit that Mrs. Beasely made some kind of pre-arranged bargain with before she passed away." Monroe nods. "Ah..." he says softly. "Mrs. Beasely must have treasured you very highly indeed." Willow sighs. "I miss her. She knew alot, and was far more wordly then she used to let on." Monroe nods sympathetically, brushing her face with his hand again, as if she needed a reminder of their physical contact. "My own mentor in the Union...we had a falling out. The last time I saw him I cursed him upwards, downwards and sideways in Spanish, English and Ohlme. But when I realized I would never speak to him again...it was a different feeling." Willow considers her words carefully. "Alot of times, your mentor is the anchor of your whole world. To break from that, or to forcibly be broken - is difficult. Monroe nods. "Yes." he murmurs. "In my case it was a little of both. Once they cut me off from their supply of Quintessential energy, it was a short road to destruction. Partly choice, and partly...well, fate, perhaps, though I tend to disparage the article." Willow says adamantly, "And yet look at where you ended up. Here...in Larson, I mean." Monroe nods. "I must admit," he says with a grin. "The evidence, from where I sit, is very persuasive." His eyes sparkle. Willow chuckles. "Well, maybe I wouldn't quite buy it being worth being stuck in a Paradox realm for too terribly long." Monroe grins. "I am not sure it is not a good bargain, but if we believe in fate, we have no choice. That is, incidentally, my most serious objection to it. I would rather take the blame for being taken so completely or the credit for arranging such a bargain than let my fate steal it from me." He says this very lightly, bringing Willow closer in. "But if this is fate," he murmurs, "I may have to reconsider." He kisses her again, softly...the looseness of his collar allows him to tilt his head a little more, lean her back a little more - he's taller than her and the angle of a Hollywood kiss, his arms slipping across her again. Willow's toes curl quite readily, and then she laughs after it breaks off. "Oh, my mother is going to kill me. Mind if I lie and tell her you're Jewish?" she chuckles. Monroe blinks, but doesn't have time to look shocked before he notices her grin and her chuckle and relaxes again. "You may tell her I'm from the Fiji islands and live in a post-office box if it means we will remain together more." Willow smiles. "It just means she'll like you." she promises. Monroe laughs a little. "I leave the matter of lying to your relatives wholly in your hands." Monroe teases this. Willow grins. "Thank you." she says primly, and then in another dart of subject, asks worriedly, "What if the others own't accept you? What if they say I can't see you?' Monroe pauses. "The others...your family?" Willow says "Niles, and the rest of the cabal." Monroe rubs his brow slightly. "I do not know." he murmurs somewhat apologetically. "I confess I had not considered it that far. I think I might rightly ask you the question first, for the pressure would be upon your shoulders and heart, though I will not pretend that the result would not affect mine." Willow furrows her brow. "I wouldn't be the only one with involvement outside the cabal." she insists. "It won't be a problem. It just won't. It can't be." Monroe says very softly, "I am sure you are right. Did they object to Lance?" Willow says "I don't think they really cared about Lance, because he wasn't part of our world." Monroe pauses. "That is vey true." he sighs a little. But then he grins. "I have been trying my very best to win all of you over - I will confess to exerting more energy in your direction than in any other, and I am likely to continue that practice. I hope you do not object." Willow smiles. "No objections here." she assures. "I'm trying to maintain a favorable yet not to obviously biased campaign for you, myself." Monroe grins slyly, sharing the joke with her as his hand rests warmly on her waist. "May I ask who else is in the cabal?" he says. "Niles, you,...that Xerxes fellow, perhaps? I have only briefly met him..." Willow nods. "And Bardon. You've met." Monroe nods. "Oh, Bardon. He is an easygoing fellow - I think he appreciates my position well. After the gaffe with my 'am-fem' radio, at least." he says, rolling his eyes a bit. Willow laughs. "Well, that was kind of silly, yes." Monroe grins. "It won't be the last mistake I make, I'm sure." Willow says "May they all be harmless ones, though." Monroe chuckles. "Harmless, or you." he teases. Willow blinks. "Me? A mistake?" she doesn't follow. Monroe shakes his head and blushes. "If I make a mistake," he says, "let it be in the direction of harmlessness, or let me err too greatly on your behalf. That sounds terrible, doesn't it? Why don't you just kiss me and put a stop to it?" he says with a smile... Willow nods. "That seems to be the best way to prevent rambling." she takes this on as an important duty, applying all the attention that such would require, and ending up half in his lap by the time it ends. Monroe's lap is actually kinda comfortable with the soft cloth of a waistcoat, coat, tall trousers, shirt and undershirt. With the lateness of the hour it is becoming less of a duty and more of a passion for him, though not so much so that he is out of control. (I'm sure I don't need to tell you about what Willow may inadvertently detect when half in his lap.) He shakes his head as if a little dizzy. "So...what were we talking about again?" he asks, mock-confused. Willow laughs. "Um. I forgot?" she says, easing back away. Yup. She's a little alarmed, but suprisingly good at not showing it too much, and then offers carefully, "Maybe we should back down, a little." Monroe nods. "If you like." he says genially. "Let me get you something to drink, then. Some water, perhaps?" Willow says, "There's juice in the fridge, if you wouldn't mind pouring me some." Monroe nods, he leans upwards, his joints popping slightly as his wiry form unfurls itself. Wow. You've been on the couch a long time. He gracefully crosses the floor and pours two generous helpings of juice. Willow yawns a little sleepily, her nose wrinkling in the Willow-Way. Monroe brings the juice back and sits down with her again. "I understand that it is unfashionable to mention, but it is late...you look very tired. Shall I withdraw for the evening?" He sips his juice. Willow sighs. "Oh, not just yet?" she pleads. "Soon, but not just yet." Monroe beams at her. "I shall stay as long as you can keep one eye fractionally open to look upon me." he says gallantly. Willow claps her hands together adamantly. "Good." she accepts the drink, and takes a hearty sip. "I just thought maybe we both should catch our breath." Monroe smiles into the juice and takes a long drink. "I'm afraid these clothes were just not meant for this kind of activity." he says, tugging the sleeves down a little from where they have bunched at the elbows. "Had I but known, I would have come as your hunchbacked assistant or some such creature. So much for my supposed foresight." Willow laughs a little. "I don't know." she shies, "I think it's sort of helpful. I mean, it's sort of keeping things limited to umm, about where I can handle them, for the moment." she pauses. "You don't mind, right? I don't want you to think I'm trying to err, frustrate you or anything." she turns pink. That happens alot tonight. Monroe doesn't get it. "Frustrate? Whatever do you mean?" Finally! He gets to be clueless, too! Oh, god. She struggles for an appropriate definition. "I don't want you to think I'm deliberately trying to leave you ahh... unfulfilled?...because of mean-spiritedness." She mentally prays he gets it. Monroe peers again. "Unfulfilled..." He *almost* doesn't get it for a long moment, and then just when she is resigning herself to having to explain, he colors deeply. "Oh, no, no, no, I would never dream, oh, no, Willow, no. Even I am willing to only do so much tonight, though I may desire the moon, stars and sky. How did you say it? Handling?" Willow smiles a little and manages, "Well, I don't mind if you -dream-." Monroe smiles back, though he still can't meet her eyes. "Nor I if you dream." he murmurs. "Nor I even if some part of you desires. It is all of you that I offer my affections to, the sum - the whole." Willow puts a hand to her own cheek, feeling the warmth of her blush. "I think I get the whole back-seat obsession thing now that all the other kids were having in high school and in college." Monroe smiles downwards. "I am not quite sure why the obsession would be in the back seat." he says softly. "But I think I know what you mean." Willow says quickly, "But this is a good thing. We're adults." she inches closer. "We have..." inch..inch.."..better sense." oh, dear. Kissing is happening again. Monroe lifts his face just in time to kiss her. His large hands reach out and take her by the waist and draw her body nearer, perhaps even up across his own body again. It is a tentative French kiss this time, his tongue slipping warmly to her lips, his own mouth opening a little wider, again, a promise more than a tease. Willow blinks, processes, and then this new technique is met with enthusiasm, if tentatively so. Fingers creep up to his hair, almost shakily running through it, as if she didn't knowwhat to do with her hands. Monroe reacts to her hands in his hair with a sudden jolt of passion, pressing himself forwards a little, his hands now definitely pressing her body close close to his. The jolt slowly fades, a withdrawal, but not an apology. (Apparently that's the right thing to do with your hands - the hair or the neck or *something* like that, Willow's intellectual side notes through the delirium.) Pleased by the reaction, but certainly not expecting how adamant, she allows herself to be pressed. The withdrawal seems unwelcome, and she seems right where she is, if now more curious, one of those hands settling on his neck. Though it's fast getting to the point where breaking off before the proverbial meltdown seems to come faster, and is less easy to resist. Monroe certainly is having a hard time breaking off before a 'meltdown'. When she presses forwards as he slowly withdraws, he slides one large-palmed long-fingered warm hand smoothly up from her waist, along the side of her body, slipping along her ribcage, around to the flesh of her back, upwards to her shoulder and the bare skin of her neck, slipping beneath her hair in a slow, graceful, warm caress that seems to linger along the whole path. His collar, loose and awry now, touches the underside of her chin. Willow takes a deep breath before pulling away, with great reluctancy. "Okay.." she says shakily, "This might be the part where you should go." she blinks rapidly, trying not to hyperventilate. Monroe doesn't hyperventilate or blink or anything, he just nods. "Yes...yes, you're right." He slowly - agonizingly, almost, shifts Willow off of him and rises, slowly. He brushes his hand across her brow when he does. "I had a marvelous time." he murmurs. "I will call on you soon." Sure, sure. We all know where Monroe's feeling it. She gets the vapors, he goes home and takes a cold shower. She nods. "Please." she says, catching his hand and letting it slide slowly out of hers as he steps away. Monroe takes his pot of congealed, cold caramel mix, and his hat and his cookie sheets, the detritus of the evening, and he is grinning more or less like a goofball. "Happy All Saints'." he says, arms full, as she shows him to the door. Willow grins. "Jews don't have Saints, but same to you." she says, and quite deliberately avoids kissing him - perhaps fearing a replay of what happened on the couch, with less chance of being able to resist. "Do you want me to confirm getting together with Niles?" Monroe nods. "Since he hasn't contacted me directly, I think that's what he's expecting." The goodnight-kiss is apparently not in his paradigm, so he doesn't expect it and isn't disappointed by its absence. Instead, he bows on her doorstep and bids her goodnight. Willow does do the lingering by the door a la Juliet thing, watching him head down the stairs, even as Hotep runs up them (with a HUGE smirk - no doubt having found a way to eavesdrop somehow on the whole thing). With a soft smile and fingers lightly on her lips, she closes the door behind her and heads for bed.